A Reflection Paper on Race and Ethnicity
Growing
up and living in a white neighborhood, I always perceived myself different from
the other light skinned kids. No one had to tell me that I had a dark
complexion or my hair was a bit tough as I was already conscious about my
identity. As a result, during my junior years in school, I struggled to fit in
by making my hair look straight, or I could have worn a wig if I had access to
any. Moreover, my insecurities as a black kid were evident in the classroom
whereby, I avoided attention at all costs. Every single move I made or every
word I uttered was calculated. Besides, I
stayed hyper-alert to avoid appearing blacker as a single misstep would feel
like a catastrophe. Nonetheless, it only
took two months to be in school before I was labeled black by one of my peers
in class.
My
parents were like any other African America parents when it came to giving pep
talks on the topic concerning our blackness. They did advise my siblings and me
on how to be better or the need to do extra to be considered as equal. As I
advanced to high school, the anxiety and self-doubt transitioned into accepting
my ethical background. The transformation was because as I progressed with my
education, I not only became confident with myself but also got the chance to
mingle with students from other racial and ethnical backgrounds. Therefore, transitioning
from my tender age to my adulthood, I became accustomed to the reality of race
and knew how the rest of the world viewed us. It is apparent that while growing
older; I became aware of the role of media in promoting racial difference. As a
child, I preferred to stay indoors and catch up on the new movies in town. In
some of those films, I saw my kind being
mistreated on the television and this served as a revelation on the
reality of racism.
Smedley
states that "media provide their audience a common perception and value
based on what is portrayed on the TV" (43). Depending on how you define
the statement, the fact is the media portrays experiences that are already
happening in our society. Therefore, most will argue that the constant exposure
to racial situations through media has a likelihood of creating the belief that
racism is normal. However, we cannot always perceive the press to have a
negative impact, but we can look at it from a different angle. For instance,
the evolution of music has seen the emergence of new genres of songs such as
Hip-Hop which has resulted in bringing the black artists into the limelight.
Therefore, I can say that the media has proven not to be so bad after all.
My
self-realization on racial and ethnic difference has molded me into what I have
become as an adult. In this context, I understood that the same world that
tends to discriminate my race as African American is the same one that has
empowered me into working hard and become successful. Moreover, with the
advanced media and technologies, I am recently developing a sense of
appreciation for my culture without feeling inferior. Furthermore, it is
apparent that racism is a pervasive concept that runs deep inside our society
and has become deeply rooted in America up to now. Hence, getting rid of racial
discrimination is something next to impossible and such realities is better to
get accustomed to early enough to know how to live with it. Therefore, my world
view on race has contributed to my growth both mentally and physically. For
example, I now feel comfortable being around all types of people without
feeling judged in terms of my origin.
In
summary, the experiences in my youth are what made me realize that racism is a
societal creation. Also, it is apparent that discrimination on race is still
present in our current society. Several reasons contribute to racial and ethnic difference. Hence, according
to how I perceive the world, media imparts majorly to spreading racism among
the populations. Moreover, I can say that the ability to view the world
differently in terms of race is what has natured my sense of realization
towards my identity and appreciating my culture.
Works Cited
Lucas,
Todd, et al. "A preliminary experimental examination of worldview
verification, perceived racism, and stress reactivity in African
Americans." Health Psychology 35.4 (2016): 366.
Smedley,
Audrey. Race in North America: Origin and evolution of a worldview.
Routledge, (2018): 40-43
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